IDK

I think I know what my student feel with they write IDK as an answer ~ {DRIVES ME UP THE WALL ~ which is what type of figurative language? IDK ~ actually I do, it's an idiom...}  HOWever, after our special education scheduling meeting, IDK how I feel about my job.
IDK how I feel about education.
IDK how I feel about the future.
I think there are many people making decision at the state level who have not set foot in a classroom.  I think there are lots of things I need to relearn about what is best for kids.  I think I am afraid I will struggle to do my job next year to the level it will need to be done.  We are going to have to be our A+++ game in order for our colleagues to think we are doing C work.  And that makes me scared.  We need buy-in, when I think there will be very little.
Here's my promise to myself:  I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.  That includes being the best teacher I can be...even if that teaching is not necessarily with students.  {which I will miss greatly}

IDK